Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Cold Night


Where is the Rider of the white horse in the midst of hell on earth.
How far will The Good Shepard let his sheep go astray.
What will The Father do when His son runs away after feeling neglected.
Why does an adopted son of God, that has been brought and paid for, find himself longing for his Master to deliver him from a darkness the leaves him hurting and not feeling joy or peace.


A man his whole life wanted to be close to God.
Wanted to hear His voice.
Wanted to see His face.

Now he is lost.
Now he is longing.
Now he is hurting.

Still He has yet to reveal His face.
Still He has yet to speak clearly.
Still He holds back what this man so desperately craves.

The mans heart aches.
The mans heart bleeds.
The mans heart starts going black.

I cry out to God.

Silence screams back.

Dear Jesus Christ my Savior save me from myself. . .

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I feel your longing and pain...know that He is imparting something very special in you....and something very deep...very, very deep.

Hang on ...